its all the more real now.....

I am now almost 40 weeks and unless Cooper decided to come this weekend, my induce date will be Monday!! I cant believe he will finally be here. It seems like such a long time we have waited. I cant wait to meet our little man and regardless of what some women say, I was not a huge fan of pregnancy and cant wait for it to be over! haha. I did enjoy his little punches, kicks and flips, but I think my body just didnt ever adjust to pregnancy well. I know it will be all worth it though. We think its so funny that ever since 30 weeks, the doctor kept warning us that because of my funneled cervix, Coop would make an early arrival and now he is going to have to be forced out! Im glad he decided to be patient and wait
: )  Phillip and I still cant believe we will soon have a son! Its such a crazy thought but we know we are so blessed to have the start of our family.  I am so lucky to have such a wonderful husband. Every time I have broken down about how nervous I am to be a mom and tell him about all my fears of failure, he reassures me that we are in this together and together we will make great parents. I just dont know what I would do without him!!

My mom has been here all week helping me prepare for the baby to come and we finally finished Coops room! It came out so great and I am so excited! I know he wont even remember what his first room looked like haha, but I love it!

I will say, I am super nervous about the whole delivery. I know that once I get there and the contractions start, I wont care what needles they stick me with and where, but the build up of what it will all be like is killing me! I have heard so many different stories but what I have learned is to each his own. Every women has a different feeling about it. It is different in some way for each of us. I just hope my is not as bad as I am imagining it to be. All I am trying to keep thinking about is the moment that I hear his little cry (or scream ha) and see his sweet face. What a wonderful moment that will be. Well, thats all for now. Prayers are much needed for monday! I keep praying that everything goes well and mom and baby will be healthy and happy when its all over with! We will post pics of him as soon as he arrives!

Ciao Friends